This is my personal confession of life since Ed’s passing nearly 9 months ago, and the struggle to know who “Jane” really is.

I’ve personally experienced how close we are to hearing the taunts of the devil, tempting us to revert to the ugliness of who and what we were before our day of submission to and salvation through Christ alone.

My need for repentance is so strong, and real. My need to beg forgiveness of those I have hurt in this journey is sincere. If forgiveness is granted is up to them.

It’s been a time of reminders of the need for true and complete dependence on my Lord and Savior.

He will never leave me or forsake me.